Wednesday, August 19, 2009
PAIN
WHY DO MY WHEELS SPIN WITH NO END IN SIGHT? HOW DO I END THIS PAIN? WHY HAVE I NEVER FELT TRULY LOVED? THESE QUESTIONS HAVE HAUNTED ME FOR SO LONG, I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN THEY STARTED. I WISH I COULD JUST LET MYSELF HEAL, BUT MY LIFE AND THE TRAGEDIES IT INVOLVES IS ONE BIG SECRET. I CAN NOT SPEAK OF THE PAIN AND DISCRIMINATION OF MY PAST. I GET NO REDEMPTION FOR MY OWN MISHAPS. I AM FORCED TO BOTTLE IT ALL UP UNTIL THE SOURCE OF MY PAIN PASSES AWAY. FOR BECAUSE OF THE PAIN I HAVE ENDURED,IN TURN I HAVE CAUSED OTHERS THE SAME IF NOT WORSE. HOW DO I END THIS VICIOUS CYCLE? HOW DO I LIVE IN PEACE. I FEAR I WILL NEVER KNOW AND WITH THAT I AM TORN.
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Look in a mirror. thats the person u need to be blaming. If i was u i would be wondering if when u die will anyone wanna waiste the gas money to make sure ur not comming back.
ReplyDeleteGee I hope not cuz when I go I will finally be at peace and I wouldn't want anyone to spoil that.
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